Do you really realize who you’re dealing with? Do you know how strong I am? I don’t think you know me very well, and I am going to show you who I am now and who I can be by taking one more step. Then I will take two steps, then three, and I will walk, walk the straight and narrow pathy whether you like it or not.
I may be innocent but I have seen. I stepped across and I liked what I saw, but I was tresspassing. I like it here more, comfortably numb, ignorant and dumb, and I am going to stay here, on this side of the line, for the rest of my life.
Another chance? Yes please, give me another chance and I will show you what I can do.
Gifts, what matters? what really matters?
What seems to matter to us the most, very often if not most of the time really isn’t as important as we think it is at that time, and if we can only let go of the formed perception we have grown so attached to for so long…. We’ll do ourselves a huge favor, and we will grow… there really is no limit. The little things in life matter the most, and they are very often the hardest notice, to see, to spot, to grab, to analyze, to identify, to pick up and use it to grow, to evolve, to reach out and make a change in the world…. We really need to take a closer look at our definition of reality, and I think it’s a very personal and unique thing.
There are forces trying to stop me from doing this, but I’m stubborn and I am doing it anyway, regardless of consequences, I can not be silenced. I have a unique talent, a gift, and what I have to do to process this is to let it all just flow, there are no boundaries or borders once you open the gate it’s all right there in front of you, In your face, and it makes sense, it really does, and this is who I am and this me and I know this because I see it right now in front of me as I am typing, this overwhelming feeling is grasping me from the inside, turning my soul into something … all I can do is write, because once it is written it is a fact. It happened. And I am telling you to be careful to take care of your belongings and choose carefully, because it is an important step that you are about to make. Who I am, yes, it’s who I am, I am trying to find myself, and in the end, I think it’s really kind of worth it, if you all would just listen to me. I’m just documenting what I see in front of my eyes that is all. I observe, and I write down what I see… that is my task….
Reality is more complicated than you think, really
What seems to matter to us the most, very often if not most of the time really isn’t as important as we think it is at that time, and if we can only let go of the formed perception we have grown so attached to for so long…. We’ll do ourselves a huge favor, and we will grow… there really is no limit. The little things in life matter the most, and they are very often the hardest notice, to see, to spot, to grab, to analyze, to identify, to pick up and use it to grow, to evolve, to reach out and make a change in the world…. We really need to take a closer look at our definition of reality, and I think it’s a very personal and unique thing.
There is some kind of twist going on here, I think… Some kind of twist of our perception of realiI also found out that “time” really doesn’t matter as much as we think it does. A good advice to follow here on earth: Let go of time. It’s a hard thing to do, i know. But try.
It’s not easy to be human, i just realized that right now. And I also think that I will never quite grasp it all… I will never understand everything, and I really shouldn’t be trying to understand everything in the first place, because it will make me go mad… it’s like chasing some invisible shadow that is not there. I don’t get it all, and that’s OK, isn’t it?
Cucumbers and I have something in common, but I will not waste time trying to explain it to you, as you will never fully understand, and that’s OK, you are still a good person, I’m just a little bit smarter than you, nobody’s perfect, I wouldn’t worry about what other people think, you deserve to be treated with respect! You deserve LOVE! I think you should express yourself, and I think the world needs to know how awesome you are! Tell them you rock and drop my name, they’ll know what to do…
If I get in trouble for thinking and expressing how i feel, then I think it’s worth it.
Plus, it doesn’t matter anyway, I think I forgot how to lie, really, I just can’t do it for some reason, maybe i just don’t want to, but then that goes into kind of another dimension and I don’t know if i’m, you know what I mean? Like am I really doing it, you know? Or can you give me some tips on how to go from here and what to do? Because I can’t breathe, it seems, or there is something else going on but I would really like to know how long this stuff is gonna last, because it’s hard, harder than I think, and I think trouble is coming and I can see it very clearly, and it frightens me, so what can I do and I know I should stop, and this all is really very interesting, but really in a way i’m thinking to myself, “really?” you know what I mean, but then I guess you do because you lead me here and i know I fell and you had to pick me up, and don’t think I don’t appreciate it, and I know that I really owe you one, right? Or what do you think? I know, I know, and I can feel it, but it’s not as strong as it used to, which is really kind of interesting, and I can’t believe how strong it was before, it really had a grip on me, i swear, and it’s really kind of interesting how i figured out a way to beat it, and i can still feal it tearing through my body with all it’s sharp claws, pulling me under, giving me all it’s got, but i can fight it for some reason which really kind of makes me happy in a way, you know, because i wasn’t always able, you know, and i don’t know why i can do it now, which is really kind of weird, but it really makes me happy, you know, i’m so confused, but thank you i have to go!
Is it really true, is it truely real? Because it makes sense now, it really does, and I guess I never will be quite sure if it’s all real or if its just in our heads…. because it feels like you kind of see things from a place that is very beyond what we’re supposed to see, you know, like we’re not really meant to do this and then it’s just up to us to question it and stuff i won’t go into more detail on that
You know what I mean right? Because I have a feeling you do, it’s just
right there, laying on the table in front of you and you don’t see it
because you’re focused somewhere else, you know? And this is me!
Hi,
and “Hello” if you will, for I rememember this place and it’s way beyond what they
call love, right now i’m one step up and with you it’s crazy, it’s pretty and it’s OK with me, you see? I’ve never been one step up as far as I have with you that’s for sure, does it make sense?
Like a beautiful chemical that takes over and overwhelms you…. you’re not mine, but tell me what’s the crime, go ahead and cross the line
No matter what the world says, no matter how crazy I look, no matter how unimportant it all seems, no matter what you think of me, of us, I’m telling you… it’s worth it, it makes me happy, it shapes me, like a song… I feel in tune with reality and that’s what matters isn’t it?
there is an eternit’s not art, it’s the truth told pure and gently rubbed in your face, a way you can understand, as a tool for me to use to express myself, that’s about it
I think you should live for the moment. But after that I doubt I’ll think so.
sometimes, you have to pull the curtains and let the sunshine in….
ipads are for idiots who finally learned how to use their iPod
I AM TURNING BUTTER BY THE DAY. YEAH, BUTTER, I AM TURNING IT, BY THE DAY.I WANT A GARDEN
you are the cutest prettiest happiest best example of a beautiful person there is and i absolutely love you to bits and i’m so happy you are my friend, I enjoy looking at your face!
Your plump pouty lips are sexually provocative
a perfect circular shape
perfect teetjhI really hope you are doing wonderful, you and your absolutely beautiful hair!
al battle going on and the mitocondria needs to be protected, why didn’t I figure this out earlier??!!!1
I swear, starting right now, i’m brushing my teeth every single day for the rest of my life. you should see some of the things that live in your mouth, i swear…….brush your teeth, just trust me on this one guys
The first piece of puzzle,
of my hour,
and a second will fit our day,
a shining pebble, beautiful gem,
in my palm i am holding,
holding on to a memory i’m losing..
and a bitter and oh-so-sweet,
faded hues,
the skies, a golden reddish auburn,
it makes me run away
the sun,
I don’t want you to leave me here alone…
thinking thoughts, it isn’t helping…
the shadows of the evening,
fast approaching me as I sit
staring up at all the stars,
and the heavens up above,
I sometimes really wonder,
I sometimes really hope,
a hope for something better,
a far and distant world
where I’ll have just a fraction of a purpose
a point in being and existing,
and perhaps a friend, or even two,
if it’s not too much to ask for,
I’d really really like that,
but for now I’ll have to sit and wait,
for that day to come to me..
I just hope this all is worth it…