This music describes my meth psychosis like it’s an entity synchronized to my brain while intercepting my perceived sense of reality right in front of me, making me follow it blindly wherever it chooses to take me next without realizing I have absolutely no control….. which is kind of scary
This music really SNEAKS up and engulfs me from behind in a pretty rapey way, so at first I was screaming “NO MEANS NO!!!!!”, but then I gave up and accepted defeat, surrendering myself to its self-imposed authority. Now *All* the 384 trillion microscopic hairs scattered around on my body are in love for the first time again, and this time it’s chemical.